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Roland's Tour Diary
Updated Thursday, July 21, 2005
(Scroll down to see the entries in order...)

Sunday, November 7, 2004

Greetings from the "Road"!

More than two weeks have past since we played Austin and after tonight (Milwaukee), the ELAHE tour should become
a bit of a cakewalk. We're looking at plenty of days to rest our weary voices and time to hopefully get in some tennis.

We were spoilt, very early on, when we played New York City as only our third show. Everything snapped in to place
that night and it was especially significant for me, having friends who flew from England, and my sons, really for the
first time, experiencing their Dad, doing what he does best (well apart from a few other things!). I think Pascal (my youngest)
has developed a taste for the rock 'n' roll lifestyle, jumping around the tour bus like he was king of the hill!

Since then, we've been surprised by the warmth and enthusiasm of the audiences. Last night (Columbus), on leaving
the venue, a fan commented that having seen TFF in concert seven times, this was by far the most relaxed she'd
seen us - ah well, that should scotch any rumours about on-tour tensions. After the show, it was on the bus for
some very unhealthy pizza and a classic "Animal House" DVD (why don't women wear underwear like that
anymore?) - an overnight drive took us to Milwaukee which is where I am writing this, in my bath robe, waiting
for my hair to dry!!!!!!!!!!

I have been grabbing the opportunity while we trundle along for hours in our rather plush tour bus ;), to program
up another tune from 'The Hurting' (wait and see). It would be so nice to play all the songs that people want to
hear - 'Woman in Chains' being an obvious one that is missing from the set - we played it in NY with a guest
vocalist (the superb Amy Keys) and she will be performing with us on the west-coast.

No songs from RATKOS either - I was touched last night to see a guy down the front with the most impressive
tattoo of the Raoul Insignia - I'm tempted to get one myself!

I will update you , from time to time, to let you know who is winning the ongoing Gin Rummy tournament,
how many of Curt's cryptic crosswords we've managed to complete - who's up in doubles (tennis) and
whether keyboard player Doug Petty manages to develop a backhand.

Well, time to get ready for soundcheck!

Tomorrow is...................... another day!



Monday, November 8, 2004


Great to see the response re. the tour diary.

Milwaukee was a strange affair - Curt was very witty and I feel the "highly" intimate setting created
a studio-like performance from us.

It was the third in a row and boy are we glad to have a day off, even if it included a six hour drive.
This evening we packed in a game of doubles - yes, Doug is improving rapidly - and an Indian meal,
where we of course ordered too much. The waitress (November 4 - scorpio) found it curious that I
didn't have to taste the wine - I could just could smell whether it was any good or not - is that strange?

It's pretty cold here in Minneapolis - I'm looking forward to tomorrow night - and then of course - LA -
home for three nights - bliss!



Sunday, November 14, 2004


I thought I would take another break from aloofness (ha ha) and let you know how excited I am about
last night's show in Kansas. After two well deserved days off in LA (you forget how great the weather
is in that place), Curt and I took an ugly, early morning flight from Burbank to Dallas and on to Kitty Kitty
Kansas. I had received an e-mail, the night before, telling me that Oleta Adams and her husband John were
coming to the show - there was also John's cell number. I called immediately, mostly to see if there was a
chance 'the great diva' would come up and perform my favourite song with us. Having been greeted by an
answer machine, I really had no idea what was going to happen but JUST IN CASE we had Cory set up
a mix and a mic for Oleta.

When the curtain went back, there they were in the third row and I felt suddenly nervous, proud and excited.
I made a (subtle) remark, after the fifth song, about Kansas being a special place of destiny and that we had
a friend from there with a wonderful voice. Basically, it didn't take much for the audience to cotton on and it
was then a case of could we get through the set without everyone clamouring for 'Woman in Chains'.

Luckily, the audience calmed down enough for us to deliver a great show (apologies for my keyboards on
'Snow Hill') and before the encore, we sent Gruno off to ask the golden question. Well, the rest, they say,
is history and will go down in my memory as a tour highlight. I feel WIC is such an important song and that
we are somehow short-changing the audience when we don't play the best of our material.

I've read some of the posts that are up already about last night and I'm glad to see that people are as excited
as we are.

Well, I'm not sitting here in my dressing gown and there seems to be a serious lack of tennis courts in
downtown Denver - maybe I'll watch 'Animal House' again?

All the best, the almost accessible Roland.

(Now where did I put that ring?)



Wednesday, November 17, 2004


Back in LA for one night before we head down to Temecula for two in a row. This really is the home stretch -
light at the end of the tunnel and other birth/death metaphors. The flight back from Denver was rather bumpy
- if the tour bus is purgatory for Curt, then turbulence is hell for me. I'm afraid when it gets a bit rough, my head
goes between my legs and among all the cursing, an instinctive need for a saviour re-emerges. LAX at the gate,
strolled past Ashley Judd - WOW! (funnily enough, I'd just been thinking about her) - if that's not an example of the
moon transiting my natal venus, I don't know what is. Arrived at the house and was greeted by the sight and sound
of seven workmen in the backyard, ripping out trees and taking pneumatic drills to the (now empty) pool - one HELL
of a racket - so much for a nap! (it's all change round here!!!).

Last night was a solid performance - we threw in 'Memories Fade' - obviously a lot of 'Hurting' fans - they were pleased;
we were relieved to get through it. Funnily enough, since we added some programming (yes we use a laptop!!!!!!!!),
'Pale Shelter' has become a very strong live track (who knew?). I'm very chuffed that we have Amy Keys with us for the
majority of the remaining dates - you know my feelings about WIC - Amy did a great job in NYC and this will see the tour
out nicely.

Tomorrow morning (11/17), we have an early call, playing acoustically for the KLOS morning show. We're trying to
ensure that LA is a sell-out - it's the largest show by capacity and should be a real hoot, being our 'home' gig???!!!!!!!

It's an early night with salt water gargle. Vocal warm-ups in the morning to be drowned out (probably) by the sound of
drilling!

Yours clairvoyantly!



Tuesday, November 30, 2004


Let's see if I can answer some questions while reporting back about the tour. A live DVD? - you know, it has been
discussed. There are plenty of companies willing - I guess the longer we leave it, the more the set will develop,
creating a better show to film.

As I mentioned, the UK release of ELAHE will contain extra tracks. Also, Gut Records have done a couple of
dance remixes for CTTH - they are......................... interesting (?) and very hooky! I like the way Gut are aggressively
pursuing every option. I can see a few of you dancing around in your underwear to them (that one for the ladies!).

.........and.......( drumroll! ).............we're making a video (shock horror!). We film the mainly animated clip in LA on Dec 6 -
director is Mike Palmieri.

Award for most patient audience goes to Tucson - I could see the relief on their faces when we only played one encore.
No one told me it was an outdoor venue - needless to say the jacket did not come off - it was freezing and a real struggle
for the ailing vocal chords.

Big Brother is no longer in Vegas (great show) but did enjoy an incredible Thanksgiving with Perry Rogers and his family.
(He manages Andre Agassi, Shaquille O'Neal and many others.) It's fascinating to see the other side of that town where
people lead wholesome, honest lives. We talked about next year's Agassi CF show - it's the ten year anniversary!
hopefully, we'll be invited back ;)

Well KMK has safely returned home. It was great to hang and I'm waiting for her side of the story with baited breath
- hopefully, she won't spill too many beans!!!!!! I would say, however, that her view of the shows may well be affected
by her choice of footwear???????!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Here in LA, I'm looking forward to some time off. I watched my first English soccer match, this morning, for some time,
and tonight, I can't wait for 'Desperate Housewives'.

All the best
Roland



Thursday, December 9, 2004


A rather weary Roland here, enjoying a glass of wine and trying to relax after the video yesterday and photo shoot today.

The video, as I have said, will be 80 per cent animation - our 'performance' was shot against green screen and we will be placed in
later. The exciting news is that we have Brittany Murphy as our central figure (sorry couldn't tell you before). She looked fab and was an
amazing pro - she had very little to feed off (again, on her own, against green screen) but she lit up the place. We had a feeling she
would be the right choice and we are eternally grateful to her. I won't tell you the plot (you'll just have to be patient).

I've noticed a lot of questions being asked on the message board and I'm sorry I don't have time to answer every single one, but in no
particular order............. No, Yes, Damien Rice (or Flaming Lips) and Manchester United!

I guess I'll be seeing some of you in Phoenix (does anyone know who else is on the bill?) and some of you in Dallas and St. Louis. Orlando
is a shortened set but I'm not sure about the others (damn - I'm going to miss another episode of DH).

Happy Holidays!



Saturday, December 18, 2004

And finally..........................it's over!

I'm writing this on the flight from St. Louis back to Los Angeles. I arrive around midday and and drive straight to the house. I have about
an hour and a half to say goodbye to the dog and make sure the boys have enough entertainment packed for the long flight back to England,
before returning to LAX with them in tow. By the time I arrive in London, I will have flown more than 28 hours in 8 days and remember, I
hate flying (thankfully it's really smooth right now).

This really is the end of an era. I haven't set foot in our home, since March 14 2003, when we began recording ELAHE. Caroline has been there
for a week, getting the house ready and experiencing the disadvantages of having rented it out. It will cost a fair bit of money to get
everything back to the level it was when we left - let that be a lesson to us! Neptune's Kitchen is now Neptune's furniture storage facility.
Aside from that, the past 20 months have been an amazing journey and, I feel, very beneficial for the family. Putting back the pieces will take
some time - hey don't feel sorry for me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (oh alright, go on then).

A word about Phoenix............WOW!!!!!!!!

I said at the concert that I felt the LOVE and I meant it. There was something about playing in a round on a revolving stage that appealed
to my "solar" perspective (hahaha). It was so nice to see some of the hardcore (fans), evenly spread around the room. Oh there you
are!........... oh there you are!........... why doesn't anyone pop back after the show? I even got to see my own butt on the screens!!!!!!
I felt terrible about the lady who fell flat on her face - I hope she has made a full and speedy recovery (anyone any info?).

From there, it was a four hour flight to Orlando. I've read some of the posts about that night and I have to say, I agree with a lot of them.
You would think that management would tell you who you're playing with, how long for, and for how many people (and are they fans?). I guess
that would be too simple. That would have given us the chance to evaluate whether it was worth traveling 4000 miles there and back.

Dallas was a nice show - and good to see some of the hardcore showing up for it. Who needs a tele-prompter when you have Amber down
the front mouthing every word!!!! A hop and a skip, and we were in St. Louis............... and........... there's Amber again, right down the
front (with boyfriend/hubby?). One day, we'll throw in a really obscure tune (The Madness of Roland?), just to see if she knows the lyrics to
everything!

Well, as I said.............. it's all over................(fade in chorus of 'Who Killed Tangerine?).

And just think, the album hasn't even been released in Europe yet!

P.S. I'll be without internet for a while until we get the phone lines sorted.

Merry Xmas everybody!



Wedneday, March 30, 2005

So TFF are back in the Studio. Shock! Horror! What are they doing? I hear you ask yourselves, well....... trying to get involved in the
forthcoming 'Anthology' - that's what. "Welcome to your life" is what we're hoping to call it. A two CD set of the usual suspects plus some
of our 'solo' work. We also hope to include a live version of 'Mad World', and the new track we're working on now. There will be an
accompanying DVD, again with some of the rarer videos. Overall, it should a neat little package (haha!) and certainly more definitive than
past compilations. There is also talk of us filming a live DVD. I'll keep you posted as the show may require an 'invited' audience.

Funnily enough, I was listening to "Falling Down" last night from the Raoul album. I hadn't heard it for a while, in fact, I had to download
it from I tunes. It's strange listening to all the amazing playing from the band of unsung heroes, I had at the time. Jebin Bruni on Keys,
Brian Macloud on Drums, Gail Ann Dorsey on Bass, Jeff Trott on guitar and of course the legendary Alan Griffiths.

Anyway, it's good to be making music again after the rather ‘interesting’ promo trip to Europe. Seeing the major cities of Britain
for the first time in many years was fascinating, and when Curt and I stood within spitting distance of Old Trafford (Manchester United’s
Soccer Stadium), we were visibly moved. However, I'm not convinced that our cause is being furthered by interviews with Italian TV guides and
having our pictures taken, shaking hands with the office staff, but luckily our mood was restored by vast quantities of good Italian food
and vino!

I understand fans would like to see a TFF memorabilia auction on Ebay. The band is currently putting together a selection of grimy socks,
soiled T-shirts, grubby tennis shoes, and other cast-offs that will be put up for bids shortly. (And if you believe that............). I’d personally
hold out for the gently-worn thongs! (ha ha!) Mind you, I do think it's time to part with the sailor jacket...........

But seriously folks, looking forward to the UK and Ireland dates and especially looking forward to playing at the Robert Mondavi winery in
the Summer. (hic!)

Roland


Saturday, May 7, 2005


Well, another intense period is finally over for TFF, I can stop obsessing about my voice and leave the calorific honey and lemon to one side for a while. I feel we left London on a high, even if some of the reviews have made out otherwise. The mind boggles as to how people read body language – Curt and I are getting on famously – if we weren’t, you’d soon hear about it and I could indulge in some fantastic bitching during this tour diary – but no – live, we are a band and have no desire to ‘Wham’ it up with fake buddiness.

I’ve read some of the comments posted and can’t say I disagree with even the more negative ones. We were caught slightly off-guard by the lack of awareness of ELAHE in the UK, and I think Glasgow was the peak of a mutual ignorance, with us clumsily dividing the set into old and new. It wasn’t until Newcastle that we remedied the situation – and boy, what an audience! Shades of New York!

I also think we have too much of the new album in the set. Admittedly, the touring was designed to get the point across, but I do think we could make a better show, if we increased the repertoire and started to replace some of the newer songs – more upbeat tunes would work in our favor, and as we are hitting the US in the summer, it might well be time for a change. (Points taken about RATKOS – however, bear it in mind, we do three songs from ‘Big Chair’ – ‘Listen’ would be impossible and ‘The Working Hour’ requires a saxophone – any offers? ‘I Believe’ – maybe. ) 

Cardiff was as close to a home gig as we could get, with a couple of busloads crossing the Severn Bridge from Bath and Bristol. The atmosphere was very casual and relaxed, and the gathering in the green room, after the show, did resemble a wedding. One great thing about being a ‘seasoned professional’ is you learn to take things like playing in front of friends, family and neighbors in your stride – you just imagine you’re throwing a big party!

Points also taken about the dance remixes that are accompanying the UK single releases, although I would say I have a fondness for the ‘Call Me Mellow’ ones. I guess like Tony Blair it’s time to listen to the electorate and start working on some obscure beauty in the form of B-sides, that would titillate the fans, and keep us interested. I’m also touched by some of your comments about RATKOS – I believe that album must have sold by word of mouth, as it didn’t receive much attention at the time. Over 700,000 copies now sold (unless I’ve been misinformed – can’t be that many hardcore fans) – not bad considering.

It’s off to Paris on Sunday for more delightful press and promotion – things, however, have gone our way there with the CTTH video getting a nice bit of airtime. As you are probably aware, we are playing a show in the French capital on June 18 (with Moby and Garbage), and the record company has certainly filled up our days over the coming week. I can’t wait for the late, late night chat shows with some poor sod trying to translate our perverse asides!

Anyways, thanks for all the interesting posts and glad that at least some of you enjoyed our UK adventure. Now is the time to put in your requests for live songs as Big Brother will be watching very intently over the next week ;)

Roland


Thursday, July 21, 2005

For some reason, I decided to take a sauna, the night before the Vegas show. I happen to have one in my bedroom (hey! the guy who I
bought the place from was single!!!!). Little did I know that it would give me a sense of the foreboding heat to come. Boy, that was a
shock and quite sickly (120 degrees!). I could see the stage from the window of my suite, it looked tiny, and the water in front made me
think there would be a gulf (?!?) between ourselves and the audience. Luckily, my eagle's nest perception was wrong. The adrenaline was
with us that night, and what a "sight for sore eyes" greeted us as we walked on to the "economic" stage! Certain members of the hardcore in
their bikinis, up to their knees in the swimming pool. Residency? anyone? Wow! It's a shame that the European Bathing Rules that were
being applied in the private section next door, didn't spill over ;) (and all this from the guy who brought you "Woman in Chains"). I have
managed to collect a wild array of shirts for the tour (in lieu of the legendary jacket) but I could have done with a wife-beater that
night!

By now, you'll know that we have introduced some more of the older songs in to the set and our plan was severely tested at OC. I think
we were suffering a bit of a musical hangover from the night before, and the shortened show was bumpier than we had anticipated - great
audience thankfully. A day off in LA to rest the weary voice and have another look at the programming of "Mother's Talk".

Phoenix was familiar territory. We had played the Celebrity Theater in December and it was one of my favorites. The revolving stage is
always fun and the fact that it was not properly aligned at the end of the set, prompted us to go straight into a series of encores. One
of the shocking insights of that night was revealed in the dressing room after the show. A number of our fans have unnaturally long
tongues. Now I can't quite work out why Nature would provide such diversity within a species, or what particular use that extension
would have (anyone care to fill me in?) but it was impressive, to say the least (I'll save the blushes of those ladies!).

A bumpy plane ride brought myself and Smithy to San Diego. Humphrey's was the venue, an intimate setting in the heart of a beach-front
hotel. Lo and behold, as we walked in, there was Amber and Mark on their patio, enjoying (?) a sneak at sound-check. Question is can
they name the song that we flirted with, which didn't make it on to ELAHE? To my surprise, we were joined on stage, that night, by some
of the band's kids for the encore of "Shout" - I must say that higher octave definitely made for an improvement. Well, as Curt's wife said,
it may be the last chance Diva and Wilder get to see her Dad in this setting (sob sob!!!!!!!!!)..................(and when you think it's
all over..........)..........meanwhile.... more ways than one to earn a living???? I'll have to think about that - this seems a pretty good
one.

It's up bright and early tomorrow morning, for San Francisco. The wineries!!!!!!! whose idea was that? Is someone trying to get me
drunk? Looking forward to seeing KMK at Tahoe..........I'll have to drag out the blue sailor's jacket for the last show, before igniting
it in a pagan ceremony, designed to bring in the new; Oh and by the way, I believe we are playing the Agassi event back in Vegas (thong
at the ready!) in October.........huh? and I thought we were all done!
Roland








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